to that graverose that blooms

2009-05-13T16:20:00.000+08:00

aint gonna update this site anymore.
ask me where to find me next.

2008-11-08T15:33:00.002+08:00

i keep thinking that i still got alot of time to study for my last paper but i still got alot to study and MR is on monday. PLUS i am still quite clueless about whats MR about. lol. while studying yday, was thinking its been a long time since we had a stayover at cheryl's house so we must have one this holiday!

damn it, i need to study. but its gonna be over like real soon :)

2008-09-25T00:22:00.002+08:00

having extraordinary reflex is not a good enough excuse. it just isnt.

2008-09-24T00:44:00.002+08:00

been real busy with projects. the next will be due on thursday. been so busy untill mood is really bad. but saw something in my mailbox today that totally makes my day! oh man thanks soooooo much! :)) urgh i hate being so packed with datelines.

P.S i dont like that.

2008-09-01T22:43:00.002+08:00

sometimes its just not very fair if you just jump into conclusion about something. maybe you already have/had a perception that someone is lying when they give a rather lame sounding excuse. but who says lame sounding excuse must be a lie? its not very difficult to tell a lame excuse, but its kinda difficult to tell a lame excuse that is actually the truth cause noone will actually believe thats the truth. this is not the first time but its the first time i am expressing that i actually care. go ponder, looking forward for something for like a week and its nothing much actually. i am busy, and i know you are too. but it just feel like it doesnt really matter and you dont really care. and its actually suck being sick, considering what shit being sick can cause others to misunderstand. alright this post sounds senseless but is it?

2008-08-08T00:35:00.002+08:00

feel like i'm going crazy with all the projects and everything else just dont seem to be going smoothly.

2008-07-14T23:54:00.002+08:00

didn't see much of txy last week. only get see him in school and awhile after school cause of the jam. so anyway we went out on saturday to catch a movie, have dinner out and to spend some time together. wanted to watch hellboy 2 but left with lousy seats so we settled on hancock instead. wasn't too bad but people that day seem to have a little problem with the seats. everyone is like seating on each other's seat so when we were like in the midst of the action parts of the show, people in front of us were like standing up and locating their seats as they have been sitting on someone else's seat for the past 15 - 20 mins? lol. before the movie, txy treated me to fish&co. haven been there for like 3-4 months already. we had fish&co on our very first date too. :) hee. oh yah! the prawn thing is nice. i think dee will like it too. :)

i should be sleeping soon! early lecture tomorrow.

2008-07-05T23:19:00.010+08:00

okay i'm here to blog about my trip to thailand. yes, finally. lol.

reached the airport and saw a group of old people. realised that they were the people we were going together with. xy said add up their age together can hit a 1000. lol. took air asia there and we reached around evening time. took dinner, went to visit the four face buddha and went back to the hotel. was quite late by the time we settled down so me and xy just went to the street near our hotel to take a look and to buy supper back. anyway the food provided by the tour throughout the whole trip didnt appeal to me at all (except day 3 lunch).

woke up at 6am every morning (xy @ 6.20am), wash up, bought our luggage down, took our breakfast and meet at the front door by 7am. lol, we are like always the latest every morning. *stare at mr tan xin lazy yuan* bus set off at 7.15am to the floating market. saw like damn alot of big donno what kind of fish that are set free by the people. fed them with bread which they snatched and ate like hungry fishes. took an early lunch when we got back on land before proceeding to pattaya. visit the sriracha tiger zoo where me and xy took a photo with the tiger cub. xy insisted i am damn afraid of that tiny tiger but i am really not. saw what the people do to the tigers and the pigs there. HAHA. they put tiger cubs with the mother pig to train the tiger cubs to be tame and they put the baby pigs which were wearing tiger skin clothes with the mother tiger. damn hilarious lah. and in another cage they put like tiger pig dog and donno what else together and that cage is called "happy family". saw this pig show which the emcee keep shouting "barbecue! KUAI DIAN! barbecue!" which sounded like babi-zhu or something funny. why will someone want to call a pig barbecue? lol!! after the zoo visit, we went back to the hotel @ pattaya to wash up and to have dinner at the hotel cafe before going out to watch tiger show and similar kind. we are like gonna watch 4 shows of that. two on the first night at pattaya and another two on the second night at pattaya. quite disgusting. like why will anyone want to do such thing to themselves?! went to eat shark fin, bird's nest and seafood dong fen after watching the two shows for that night which lasted for 2 hours plus. OH YAH, got this auntie from my tour is like how funny! she caught the birdie and threw back at the girls in order to save her husband. HAHAHA! freaking amusing. reached back at 10plus close to 11pm and we knocked off soon after.

third day is like the most interesting morning cause after breakfast we went to coral island where me and mr barbecue water parachute and jet ski there. DAMN FUN! cheap somemore. the feeling when in the air is super shuang lah! spastic barbecue didnt want to take his cap off when we go jet ski and went we came back, his AX cap is like eaten by the sea or something lah. settled for some cheapo cap. lol serve you right. barbecue act spastic on the speed boat back to main land by trying to do the towel-flying-in-the-wind-while-running-along-the-beach kinda thing. failed badly cause the towel keep flying in his face instead of above his head cause the wind is too too strong. really spastic and sunny. bargained with the person for 30 packets of xiang si dou for 100bath while waiting for the bus to pick us up back to the hotel. lol he cheated us of 2 packets lah. but 28packets is also way too much to eat lah. had lunch (best meal throughout the whole trip) after that before going to the gem gallery. didnt get anything though even though it wasnt very ex. dropped by the laser buddha for those who want to take photo of/with it on the way to the nong nooch village to watch the cultural performance and the very cute elephant performance. had dinner at like 5pm? buffet style again which food is actually not nice. dropped by at some random shopping centre which is like so damn old and nothing to buy. went outta the place ourselves and went to the opposite one to eat ice cream. the place is damn cool looking. bought some lychees which i totally think that that girl cheated xy's money lah. where got so ex one for just half kg. back to this, we went to watch the remaining two shows after that. find it nicer than the first two shows. the alcazar show is damn cool, its just dance and singing but it was entertaining. wanted to call for massage when we were back at the hotel but decided not to cause it was late and we were tired and gotta wake up like so damn early. oh and we ate only like four lychees and threw the rest away. haha.

fourth day we went to this nice honey place very very early in the morning. we were the first group to reach there. tan tan bought the honey because we both dig drinking honey. oh yah, we packed up and were transferring back to bangkok again. travelled back and we reached dream world late morning. was scotching hot and vainpot bought an umbrella which is our lifesaver for that day. supposedly we were only gonna have lunch after free&easy around the theme park but as the restaurant had space, we took lunch first. very bad choice. then we went around after lunch and we played this spider thing which is like the pepsi revolution (or something like that) kind of thing which is a very very very bad choice. we both felt like shit after that cause we just ate and stomach didnt quite like the speed. so the both idiots walked around feeling puke-ish and eating preserved ginger thing. really spastic spastic. lol! took a fair bit of photos there though snow white didnt seem quite keen about having her photo taken. lol. bought a subway cookie there which is not nice at all. took dinner at this steamboat place. didnt go to the duty free shop place but instead to suan lum night bazaar. which is a very good choice cause at least i can shop like at last. but with a whole group of old people, they find 90mins of shopping too long!!?! didnt even comb half the place lah. so freaking sickening! but xy kinda like bought 4-5 tees in a shop? so he bought more things than me that night. was feeling very unsatisfied on the bus back to the hotel we stayed on the first night such that we were almost planning to cab back there after putting our luggage at the hotel. we didnt in the end and was glad we didnt. cause we went for a 2 hr massage at this nice place beside our hotel at 500bath. super shuang until i fell asleep and snored. lol no lor, xy said is heavy breathing lah. haha. felt like sleeping after the 2 hrs but we went to the 7-11 to buy some drinks. piggy tan ordered room service while i pack our luggage as we were going home the next day already. piggy shaked his legs and watched tv while i slogged like a maid to clean up his messy bag lah. but at least he left a glass of green tea for me. slept damn well that night cause i kinda like off the a/c so i wont wake up in the middle of the night feeling super cold and sneezy.

last day, we kinda abandoned the oldies to go shopping on our own. woke up later than usual cause chatuchak only open at 8.30. bought things w/o trying to save time but all i bought are good buys. haha. only shop for 2 hours plus. NOT ENOUGH! had to rush back to the hotel to pack and check out by 12.30. cabbed to the airport and the cab driver like in a rush or something, drove like an average of 130 to 140 km/h throughout the whole journey there? 4th gear at 120km/h. damn crazy. got on the cab at around 12.35 and we reached the airport like before 1? around 12.55 or earlier. what the shit. we thought we will reach like 1 plus. and we are so damn wrong about it. lol, had our lunch at the airport. i ate ice cream which is like ice cream chef kind! mix in and all. nice stuff and it reminds me that xy very long never bring me to ICC already. chance upon the oldies while walking to our boarding gate. flew back and reached msia at around 8. stayed at xy's and went home on monday cause had tuition at 7.30pm. haha, anyway i missed home during the trip that i like cried on the plane to bkk. not the way like i did during odac itc though. wahaha!

2nd july: day after i cut my hair. celebrated chingx's 20th at waraku at the starhub centre. then walked to cine to find somewhere to sit and chill and eat dessert. everywhere crowded so went xin wang and we shared the triple ice. terence left earlier so he is not in the photos.

3rd july: go back to school to print notes. bullied others by not letting them use the printer. haha we came first lor. stole some papers for the others cause they just left it there beside the printer and they seem to be quite generous with their printing. they print single side just to save time whereas we are like saving paper by squeezing many slides in a piece and print on both sides lor. eat in school and waited for jerome to come to pass the law book.

4th july: wanted to go cheryl's house to cook korean dinner one but cause cindy sick so we decided to drop the plans and go buy lunch for her instead. me and mok reached her place first. bought instant noodles to cook for ourselves and also to make agar agar too. haha, while waiting for agar agar to be done we ate cindy's cookies & cream ice cream. and cindy did something funny (refer to mok's blog). cheryl reached after we finished the ice cream. chit chat at her living room. just nice cindy's spree stuffs came. fooled around a little with her clothes, cheryl's nerd specs and the camera before we go off. okay its damn funny especially the way mok looked like in like weird themes lah! enjoyed that day alot despite korean day didnt work out as planned. nevermind, next time! gonna meet them again on wed for dinner!

yesterday: went to city plaza with xy and duck. couldnt find the cheap online clothes as planned. but we ate the arnolds chicken before going off.

SCHOOL'S SO BORING! was late for school on the very first day. lights went off halfway during lecture making it so difficult to see the notes lah. anyway now w/o refreshments, breaks dont feel like breaks and the 15mins like pass faster than last time. went to eat yong tau foo at siglap after school and ICC after that. went home and xy left shortly after. felt damn tired while talking to him on the phone while he's on the way back home so i slept all the way till 6.45 then quickly prepare to go for tuition. and i am still very very tired now! sickening. i hate morning classes.

pictures!

THANKS BABY! I LOVE YOU! (:

2008-06-25T01:03:00.001+08:00

i'm back already! will blog about the trip another time.

2008-06-15T23:37:00.002+08:00

my spastic phone's touch screen is faulty like again. how very irritating cause i cant even synchronise my stuffs because i cant touch the damn screen. sent it down to repair after work on sat and hopefully my stuffs wont be erased off. ANYWAY i'll be going to bangkok from 18th to 22nd june with tan xin yuan! lol. its to celebrate his 21st and i'm so looking forward to wed to come! :) celebrated his 21st @ dxo on thursday. he drank like alot and knocked out shortly after upon reaching home. haha. and i met up with cindy on friday! initially was to watch sex & the city but left only single seatings. the incredible hunk also left only single seatings so we decided to go somewhere nice to eat. went to changing appetite and their mudpie is like nice lah. chit chat abit before we decided to let our seats to the starving long queue of people outside. oh yah! i almost couldnt recognise her a couple of times cause she looked abit different after changing her fringe parting!

shaking peanut i miss you! :)

2008-06-05T02:31:00.002+08:00

results are out. timetable for next sem is out too. how sickening to start school so much earlier than the other schools. so i am not gonna get a job and instead will be bumming my holidays away to make up for the very short break. oh yah, i finally quit one of my tuition (the korean one) cause pay aint very good and the parent is kinda demanding.

have yet to meet mok for her break at work and i am feeling so bad about it. MOK MOK wait for me okay, i will definitely meet you for break okay? so sorry yeah. and once cindy dont have to scan cards all day, i am so gonna dig through bugis with her. and to cook some bibimbap and chill out at cheryl's poolside. and to meet suyuan and chingx and ter for some gossip/chillout session. and to spend the boyfriend's birthday by probably going on a short trip or something.

lost my damn calling card just now and i am still so bothered by it. ahh, and it must happen when i'm in a bad mood.

this is gonna be so random. thought its gonna be fine but never knew its gonna be like this. gonna youtube some songs now.

2008-03-12T19:18:00.002+08:00

met up with cindy and mok on monday!! =D i aint heartless! i missed you all too!! will watch the horror movie mok was talking about with dee next week! =D

2008-02-28T21:26:00.002+08:00

and i even dreamt about something gross. it all started out with today's lunch. me and sy bought the same thing from the same stall, and we happily went back to our table. then sy stir her food and not long later she fished out something and asked us, "eh is that a spider?" and bloody hell it was! though it was a small sized spider but its not the skinny skinny kind one but the kind that are visible and the fat legs fat body kind. it was like omfg. but haha, sy was still wondering should she continue to eat anot. so she got to the megabites people and got an exchange for seafood pasta. as i bought the same item as sy too, i got abit paranoid too and started to stir around to hunt for uninvited creatures. well, found something too but not as scary as the spider. its just an ant. but i managed to exchange my food for seafood bee hoon. so me and sy got free lunch cause of that two uninvited creatures at the wrong place at the wrong time. but thats not all.

went to xy's house after school and fell asleep after awhile. and i dreamt that my mother cooked some soupy dessert and i ate a bowl of it. was feeling quite satisfied with the after meal dessert and went to check out the pot of dessert to see what was it. then i saw this spidery ladybug thing inside the pot and i asked my mother wth was it. (well, it doesnt look like ladybug but in the dream i referred to it as ladybug) my mother fished out the "ladybug" with her bare hands and when the thing is outta the dessert, the legs are still moving and moving. (mind you, there are many many many legs) and she concluded that its chrysanthemum. i didnt buy that and warned my mother dont try to be funny and bring it to my face to show me. okay, she didnt do that but she put the "chrysanthemum" back into the pot which i for no good reason held it super close to my neck area. and the dream ended with my eyes closed, hands holding on to the pot close to my neck and feeling the "ladybug" climbing outta the pot to my neck. i was so freaking scared even after i woke up from my dream that i didnt dare to open my eyes and i asked xy to check if there's any creepy insect on my neck anot. (cause i really thought i felt something clinging to my neck) THANK GOD its really just a dream. see, what a nightmare today's lunch was.

speaking of nightmare, xy haven been sleeping well at his new room. the new room is like his new nightmare. seeing him like that really makes me feel so heartbroken. everyday see him looking all so tired. now we are trying to work out something so he can have a good night rest. we even taped his window so he will not be affected by the lights outside but thats nothing we can do to cut the noise outside. so i must be good and not add to his troubles now. i'll always be there for you love. :-)

cindy called just now to ask me out for supper. even though i really wanna go meet them but i am really feeling too tired to go out tonight. sigh, i am missing another chance to meet up with them. but pillowman is 99% confirmed already! =D lets meet up soon! after my tests next week maybe?

studying is such a bore. just finished my biz stats test today. 3 more to go.

2008-02-18T13:34:00.002+08:00

weekends are over. went house visiting with mok and cindy yday. first stop was cindy's house and she was still in her pjs when we reached her house. haha. stayed there for more than an hour. then we dropped by at eastpoint to get some CP shrimps wantons (currently our favourite steamboat item), 2 pints of B&J and wooden chopsticks before moving on to mok's place. had steamboat for lunch at mok's place. mok & andrew had some smelly encounter with some fermented prawn paste thing halfway during the lunch. haha. sat around gossiping about EC scandal before we move on to my place. played blackjack at my place till mok had to go to her aunt's place. cindy stayed on; we wanted to go he ge's house to like have dinner with him one. BUT haha, he keep thinking we have some motive for the sudden visit so he totally rejected us. lol, so we decided to watch dvd instead. so after finishing watching 881 and cindy went home too.

its been a long time since we chill out the whole day at each other houses. and its been a long time since i watched movies with them. and all the nonsensical ideas me and cindy came up with to pass time (eg pranking people and watch movies/dvds) and haven seen cheryl since that saturday at her house. but will be seeing cheryl this sat. :)

:) xy is on his way home already. was listening to the voice recording he left on my phone on saturday before he went back. and that just made me miss him even more. but i am glad he's now waiting for 33 to go home.

SY: all the best to your ahma! dont worry too much okay? *HUGS*

alright, finished printing the questions for tml's lecture and now i am off to go get the hungry and tired peanut lunch and deliver it to him to his doorstep. <3

2008-01-28T00:42:00.000+08:00

like how very selfish of you (her). TSK, she is so disappointing.

2008-01-15T10:12:00.000+08:00

started school for a week already. tiring AND boring. no more printed notes for us like promised so we gotta scheme and print our lecture notes and tutorial in school. rushing to labs with whole stack of paper and stealing cartridges. HAHA. gotta get used to this since they reckon that the blackboard will be a very useful way of sharing knowledge and editing lecture notes. tsk. and worse, my blackboard is still not available yet. how great. maybe cause i paid school fees late? haha.

have been busy busy last week with school, tuition after school, printing notes after school, work on saturday morning and also with lost. completed season two in like a few days despite the busy schedule. bus rides home these days are quite bad. dizzy feeling and pukish feeling. totally disgusting. bus rides to school are okay; no such problems. so the problem lies in either the bus or myelf. oh yah, there's a nice yogurt place at paya lebar singpost there. its called slurps + scoops i think. nice place. bought home for family and they like it too. haha.

mok's birthday is coming soon. and i miss them all.

alright, boyfriend is calling now. bye!

2007-12-09T20:31:00.000+08:00

finish packing the room, washing the polo and folding the clothes and now ugly betty is keeping me accompany until xy knocks off from work. went to have dinner with him just now before proceeding back to the home. on the stairs up to the home, i saw four really small kittens on the roof thing and that reminded me of the brown and white cat humping a black cat the other night when i was walking back home. haha.

met up with the babes yday and we stayed over at cheryl's. cheryl picked us up at serangoon mrt station and we went to serangoon gardens to have our dinner. it was a smooth ride to and fro. haha. reached her place around 8 plus and we watched a few videos before taking turns at the shower. after which we put on mask and watch wedding planner. haha, we were so tempted to go out for prata at 2am in the morning. and yes, i fell asleep the first again. again. haha, woke up first as well, and hid behind her doors as it was too cold to continue sleeping. then everyone else woke up and we bathed, prepared and went out. went to carl's jr for lunch. my first time at carl's jr and i prolly wont go back there to eat again. lol. not quite my kind of food. but the serving is really huge. even though we didnt finish our food, but we walked out feeling freaking full. then they went off for chitty chitty bang bang while i went home. watched abit of the agent j video as we didnt manage to complete watching it at cheryl's house before bathing and go out to meet xy for dinner.

will prolly go down to eastpoint to get my phone fix tomorrow. my phone is like spoilt again. this time, i cant hear the other party on the line at times. so if you hear me saying hello like more than 3 times means i cant hear you and i will call you back or text you. thats so troublesome. another alternative is to connect my headset 24/7 so i answer calls and hearing them. i think my warranty is over but i will still go down and see what i can do about it. if not, my daddy was suggesting to get a new phone. haha, but actually i like my current phone still. so see how i guess.

training is on tuesday and i feel so sick at the thought of that. i even have training on xmas eve. like wtf can. -shrugs- i am like how dumb.

anyway 90 minutes plus to go! :-)
cant wait to see you again love.

2007-12-05T14:15:00.000+08:00

i am watching ugly betty while blogging this. its pouring rather heavily now, and if the rain stop, i will be going to expo with cow later. will be cooking dinner with cow later, cause mommy wont be home in time to cook dinner. i think we will prolly make a big mess in the kitchen. haha but it should be fun.

anyway, sy intro-ed xy a tuition job. but too bad they wanted a female teacher so ta-da, i got the tuition job instead. its every monday and thursday for this month, 7.30pm to 9pm. and its quite near my house too, at ubi there.

duck and xy are working at isetan for foxtrot. duck in tamp and xy in scotts. two poor things are scheduled for full shift almost everyday. so its like 9.30am to 9.30pm or 11.40am to 9.40pm, smt like that. lol. duck started from last week and she is practically bored to death. and yday when me and cow went to visit her, cow ended up buying a pair of heels from her. tsk, $49 spent so duck can have her $0.50 commission. lol.

tml gotta go to school in the morning for some enrolment thing, then have driving in the afternoon and then tuition at night. and friday afternoon driving and at night out with the babes? lol, good luck to dee for her last paper!

and i just got facebook. haha, like finally. HAHA

2007-12-01T01:02:00.000+08:00

i should blog more often now that i am having holidays. haha, worked a job around two week ago which is intro-ed by mok. the job is slack and the pay is good and the kids are cute. so thanks alot to mok and mok's sis for the job!

the weather is freaking cold now, and it gives the really xmas-ish feel. haha, my house is really windy during this period of time. and i am not kidding about it. lol, i think this period such have those after dinner kind of stroll. should be quite nice nice. better cold and windy than hot and sweaty.

lol, anyway i finally started watching prison break. and its really nice! ha, i am such a laggard but still, haha its really nice nice. and now i cant stop watching it already. so, mr tan, get ready the next episodes okay? thanks love =D

watched enchanted and the kingdom last week and this week respectively. and both are nice nice. haha, at first didnt thought the kingdom will be nice but its actually a nice movie too. and while we were buying tickets for the kingdom at lido, i saw the poster for the move P.S i love you. and i was like omfg and immediately text the babes to tell them about it. and so we will be watching that together and i hope the movie will come real soon soon. i cant wait for that movie!

sometimes its really a spoiler to have work on saturday morning. so i am off to bed soon!

2007-11-11T12:27:00.000+08:00

after like 4 weeks of staying home to study, my exams are finally over! its like yay!! lol, finally i can snatch my life back from the books. studying for the marketing paper was the worst cause it's the last paper and i always cant concentrate knowing that i am studying for the last paper. so normally my last paper's results are always screwed up and this time my last paper has to be the most important one. haha, the night before the paper, i was reading the words in the textbook without being able to string them into sentences. so basically i didnt manage to study properly for the marketing paper but luckily the paper was quite okay lah. i think. haha.

after the last paper, we decided to go have sakae lunch buffet so we headed down to wheelock. i love the chawanmushi! its been a long time since i ate sakae. haha, everyone eat until full full. but the total number of plates still didnt beat the table of four behind us. haha. we threw abit of the rice into a plastic bag so we can have more space for more food. was thinking of some ways to get rid of the rice which includes hiding the rice into the chopstick box and "oops the rice drop on the floor" kind of thing. okay, we are just a tad too excited after the end of exams and thats explains our nonsensical behaviour. lol, and chingx really dropped the wet wet looking chips thing accidentally when she was trying to put it at the side of the table. that potato skin chip looking thing really look like condom tempera or something like that lah. its damn gross so we return that plate of thing back. haha.

i miss the lovelies! and now i will have more time for them already. i feel so bad to mia for so long. so i will give more time to you all now that i'm free. =D i can go down to both schools for meals too yeah? <3

went to the national museum yesterday with xy after work. haha, thought it will be boring but we went eventually and spent around 4 hours there. its like so much different from the last time i went when i was sec 1 or 2. they even have electronic companion thing now. lol, had a really great time out yday. yesterday was the first time after so long that we went out on a proper date lah. for the past 4 weeks, the time spent together was always revolving around studying; it was always just coming over to my house to study, going to pp to have lunch after my work then going to my house to study, after exams then come home to study. and i will never forget how we walked sideways up the long long stretch of steps in order not to stretch our skinnies. haha, because i was teaching him the way to minimise stretching the skinnies. haha, it must have really looked awkward and hilarious.
i feel so funny to say this here but to let that superfly know, despite all the silly quarrels and stuffs, i love you truckloads :) and thank you for all the little things you have done for me cause every little thing means alot to me. ❤❤

was watching ghost whisperer on friday and realised that i haven been watching that for so long and next week is the last episode i think. so note to myself: remember to watch next week's one!

2007-10-14T01:08:00.000+08:00

hogs breath last friday and the curly fries are good. walked thru citylink after dinner for some drink. saw mok & co on the way there and it was like haha. lol got caught in the act. drank the exact something the week before. stuck around there till around 2.

had project at my house on saturday till evening. had dinner at home then went over to fetch the dog from xy's house. walked the dog from there to siglap and we saw charles at cheesecake cafe. tomato is so so cute, but she whines too much. lol, but its sold already :(

the usual monday lecture was held on tuesday for this week and after that we continued with our project. four of us had a free dinner thanks to me. lol. and we stayed until the announcement "the school will be closing in 15mins time" came up. and thats not only for a night but for wednesday as well. and on wednesday, after the project in school until 11pm, we went to kallang mac to continue with it. we slog like cows for this project that worth only 30 marks? and we finally completed it on thursday and got it printed out on friday morning.

now, i am sort of having study break except that i have one more business computing class next week. and also will be have cheryl's party on friday. miss you babes!

evidence for the free meal

the sweet invitation i got for my birthday (its way way overdue)

things you will not do in school (maybe only at 11pm)

look how totally shagged we are

2007-10-04T10:33:00.000+08:00

in the end, we didnt meet at smu but at vivo instead. after lunch at white dog, cindy and mok left for touch, so i continued to shop around with cheryl. we saw this really cutish candy shop. haha. anyway i just found out that there is a straight bus from school to vivo and the bus journey is not very long too.

after lecture on friday, we went out for dinner and cotton on. dinner at fish&co. and i think we spent around one hour just at cotton on. after that we were deciding where to go and eventually we went to drink. it was an interesting night. lol, and i like their company :)

but lovelies, i miss you all too. we must meet up meet up! i feel detached already :( but i will have more time soon already cause my study break is round the corner so my timetable will have more slots for you guys :)

and i just realised that next week is my last lecture week already. its like omg fast. i thought still got another two more weeks or so. my first exam will be around 24th oct? and ending around 9th nov or somewhere there. which means my hols are coming soon.

stayed home to do rush my business computing assignment on saturday afternoon and its difficult like siao. lol, almost gone crazy doing it. took a break in the evening to go meet cheryl and xy for wine hut. xy's friends went too. and in the end, ended up only me and cheryl talking together and xy and his friends talking among themselves. after that, they left so, cheryl and i walked around then went into tcc for some coffee. sat on the funny funny seat until dizzy so we changed to the normal sofa seat. long long time since i last went out with cheryl alone already. and we had a nice nice chat. :)

continued to rush for the assignment on sunday. sy and xy came my house to do the assignment and we strained and murdered our brain cells until 11pm at night.

handed in assignment on monday after lec. and on tuesday, me and xy packed dinner back to my house from bedok cause duck was craving for mee hoon kuey. and he was mugging while i was watching tv. tsk. lol.

met up with cindy at ms after school. weili came along for awhile. then we proceed on to orchard. shop around till 5plus then i went back to ms to meet my sister for dinner as a day early birthday celebration. and i bought donuts for the first time that day. haha, and that sounds so noob.

and i am blogging this while at computing lesson now. haha, and i am gonna rush home to study for the marketing test tml. i am so screwed cause i haven even started on it yet!

2007-09-25T03:29:00.000+08:00

this is so way overdue.

last last week:
finished two tests.
went out with the project mates for movie, dinner & wine hut.
went down to nus for breakfast with the lovelies.
met up with the class on sunday.

last week:
attempted to study.
project meeting.
went down to TH to pass mok dress and to catch up a little bit.
dinner with sister, sy and xy at waruku after school on friday then abit of shopping around.
movie on saturday.
soka concert on sunday.

this week (to do):
get some studying done.
project meeting on wednesday.
gelare with the lovelies at smu then some shopping. (i'm looking forward to thursday!!)
shopping with chingx, sy and xy (not so sure about ter and mel) after school on friday.

pending:
botak jones with lovelies.
dinner & wine hut with class.
many many more studying.
catch a play.
complete the project.
and :-)

2007-09-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

it has been ages since i last met up with my lovelies. wonder how have they been so far. and cheryl, please be HH not DD! there are so much i wanna talk to you all about. gosh, i so need to grow up, and stop whining about such stuffs. very BOOHOO.

i shouldnt even be online now cause i really need to hit the books now. but the distraction and everything else. tsk. i need to get everything else off my mind now.

i dont wanna think.
i dont wanna know.
i dont wanna do anything.
and lastly, i dont wanna grow up.

2007-08-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

i have just turned nineteen.
i have received nice gifts. (thanks!)
i got a really really sweet sweet invitation from my lovelies =D
and a really sweet sweet door gift from my moomoo and duckie =D
stepped into holland village for the very first time.
miss my girls hell of alot!
my instructor has a really cute mini toy car for demonstration purposes. (HAHA)
finally saw cheryl in her really nice short hair!
totally exhausted even though its only halfway thru the week only.
took some nonsensical pictures again while working on the project. (credits to sy for her cam!)
i think i am kinda short of clothes already?
i am dreading to go to work over the weekends..........
dont quite understand accounting & macroecons (which is like more than half of what i am studying for)
got the sudden rush to cut my hair short too? (but no i wont)
and i really miss you lovelies many many ):

2007-08-13T00:10:00.000+08:00

finally saw mok and cindy after n days at their school rag day. the weather was a killer! perspiring like hell while waiting for mok's item. it was the first time i open my umbrella in bright sunlight, not cause of heavy rain. haha, but it more or less manage to block off the glaring sunlight for me cheryl and jac. initally thought wont be able to really see them but was able to see mok before she performed and also got hold of cindy and sat with her hall people to watch mok's item. the parade was nice, just abit too hot. haha.

and i am so looking forward to meet up with them next week. hopefully asap as its been a long long time since we went out together.

oh man, please dont forget me. (:

2007-08-05T02:58:00.000+08:00

one week of school came and went fast. i even have to go school on a saturday for a full day! haha but luckily it should be only for the first week. i am missing my lovelies already though! but i am actually quite happy to have chingx, sy and xy in the same course. i thought it will be quite a weird combination but its not. haha, was also worried that i will feel awkward around but thankfully they are nice to be with. well, we are even in the same project group together too. haha.

oh yah! i am always in the emergency-calls-only mode whenever i am in the lecture hall cause apparently starhub's reception suck. so people can only be able to contact me either before 10 or between 1 to 2 or after 5 when i have a full day school. haha, thats quite a sad case.

though cant really arrange a day to meet the other two, but managed to set a day with cheryl to go out next week. cant wait to see her. haha. (:

lectures have been quite alright till now, though i am still quite lost in macroeconomics because of several factors which i wont state here. haha. drinks and snacks are provided during the breaks of the lectures, no matter morning lec or afternoon lec. haha. "coffee, tea or me", as i am often asked by chinglam. so my answer will normally be anything that keep me awake. haha.

more more more clothes please! haha

i'm so so so tired now. feel like i'm gonna fall sick soon or something. so sickening feeling. haven been resting enough these days. but i cant exactly remember what i have been doing after school for this whole week, just know that this week is quite a hectic week. haha. and thanks to terence, we all managed to get our textbooks with discount. food in school is quite edible and most of the stalls are normal pricings just some abit cheaper than outside. but there's only two eating places whick i think i will get sick of the food there very very soon. haha.

KO --- KO-ing --- KO-ed

starting school blues (HAHA)

2007-07-29T03:27:00.000+08:00

i am having starting school blues. its only more than one day away! and yes, just that i have predicted, (insert name) really msged me just now and told me that we are in the same course so we can go school together! like oh wow, i am so sure (insert name) didnt just knew about the fact that we are in the same school. (insert name) just cant find anyone else and wanted someone to go school together with, and i so happen to be staying nearby so she can psycho me to go school with her. but sorry (insert name), i am meeting chingx not you, so dont try to make use of me. haha, i am being so mean.

trimmed my fringe on monday and now its not poking my eyes and irritating them anymore. so i now got a a-little-too-short fringe. haha. and tues is bbq day @ cheryl's that consists just the four of us. but it was fun and the food turned out to be nice and we took several funny candid shots of each of us. i am so gonna miss you all! haha, i make it sound like its really a farewell party and we are all going to different countries. not different countries but different schools. sigh sigh. this explains starting school blues.

wed was mission giving-instructor-heart-attack day and thursday is SIMPSONS day and meet the spastic kids @ astons day. simpsons is damn stupidly funny; nice movie. then we went down to katong to meet the 4/5. initially, we were supposed to meet them for dinner but they were all busy so plan cancelled but after the movie we got the green light and decided to go astons. waited for them for veryyyy long, such that the waiters all keep giving us the LOOK. haha, my spastic kids are all so funny. together they can film a movie funnier than simpsons. lol!

fri was mission impossible - carrying bigger than bomb size bags and umbrellas and speakers and pillows++ down from cindy's house to wait for mok's car to transport to their hostel then it was followed on by mission cleaning up. lizard shits, dead insects and dirty binds; total bad combination. haha, then after mok's rag prac, the 4 of us went down to meet clarence and had dinner at yuki yaki which was subsidised 50% by clarence. THANKS! haha. then went home via 518 which was a freaking 1 hour wait for the bus.

sat is shopping day followed on by meet the scheming babi-s night. had dinner @ the fish & co glass house. we had a reservation for 14 under mr charles in a bird cage room. then after which we proceeded to this sleazy-looking place for some chit chat session that is divided into two sub groups. and now i am here blogging about my week. (:

i am so so so tired now. i feel like collapsing now. my bed~~

2007-07-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

i cant believe that i will be starting school in about a week's time. seems like its abit too soon, but actually i already had around more than 8 months of holiday. the month of july of no-work (okay minimal work) is coming to an end and that means that i have to hit the books soon too. cant really picture myself in an environment totally different for the past six years. cause finally after six years, our luck of studying together in the same school ran out. of course we will still meet up, but its just that i wont be going for my every morning toilet routine with mok, wont be making funny noises in class to cheryl, wont be able to tap cindy's shoulder then squat down with cheryl and wont patronise the same stall for like two to three years daily during recess with the same gang anymore. okay i am whelming up with emotions at this point of time, so i shall move on the something else.

having been meeting up with my lovelies at least once a week since the start of the month, stayed over at a resort (HAHA), sun-sleeping at sentosa, celebrating spastic samuel's bday, visited zaye, chloe & KO at zaye's place, watched harry potter & transformers, carrying washing powder around, trying not to get into any accidents while driving and of course to shop-eat-buy. haha, next week will be bbq at cheryl's place, dropping by ikea, major cleaning up, hostel warming day and if time permits, hopefully can meet up with the 4/5 people. i think should also meet up with the s15 people before school starts.

heard that my course is quite hiong for the few two weeks, and that definitely sound bad. but at least i know of a few people who will be doing the same course as me.

was looking thru the past pictures and saw a number of hilarious shots and shots taken during extreme boredom. haha, multishots are the top on the chart. and also saw pictures that i have already forgotten of their existance. it was nice browsing thru past memories and memories will be there for good.

2007-05-25T03:23:00.000+08:00

didnt realise that it has been a month since i last blogged. and this month seems to go by abit faster. work is still around the same just that i move around the shop abit more and there are new faces around. and mostly they are nice people. made good friends with a number of them and now my dinner breaks are normally not alone. but actually good point about going alone is that i can at least take a short nap. hahaha, speaking of which i overslept i think twice this month during my am shift breaks. once for 40 mins and the other for 15 mins. the 40mins one is totally ultimate, and luckily no one realised i was missing for so long! hahaha i was really lucky that day.

next month i got alot of AM shifts and thats so !#@$#$ cause i will be so tired everyday. but maybe is good in a way i can go for some driving lessons after work. tsk, i am reminded of so many problems suddenly and its totally wth. however yipee, will be able to watch pirates soon! but for now i feel like banging my own head and kicking myself. !!!

2007-04-23T17:41:00.000+08:00

another 2 more morning shifts and 3 more afternoon shifts to the end of boots days. also after so long, i finally gate delivery for the first time last week! haha, nothing much but at least can waste some time walking there and then stay around and then walking back. okay enough of that already.

finally had dinner together on monday after cheryl's back from aussie. and before that i went to the library with mok to borrow some books while waiting for cindy to end work and cheryl to come down. and so far i finished two and a half book out of the four books. walk around abit after dinner then went home.

met up with samuel sam abram cindy and yikai(??) at 85 on thursday for dinner after shopping in the afternoon with charmaine and cindy. both of them bought some stuffs, but not me. empty handed even after shopping at ps, wisma and fareast. maybe next month after pay day then. okay, so abram reached on time at 7pm to realise that everyone else will be late. haha, and the reason for meeting 7-9 is cause abram has a schedule to follow. hahaha, but as we were late and had stayed around after eating to chat, abram left first to his teddies. and not very surprisingly we saw the black one and weili when we were about to leave for the bus stop. and they were trying so hard to act cool which was quite yuck. okay. oh yes, i saw zy on my way to work one day at his house bus stop there which was like so haha. wahaha.

yday i was working alone for morning and for the first time it was so very boring. and around slightly after 10, i walked to the storeroom and felt like the way to the storeroom seems abit empty. then i realised all of them went for break already and jeramine went home hence feeling like so isolated at the bar. and after i went and came back from break, this vietnam guy came over for tasting. then he started chatting.

he: are you a sporean?
me: yup.
he: can bring you to vietnam?
me: no?
he: why not?
me: cause i stay less than a hour away?
he: vietnam is just three hours away!
me: hahaha well maybe next time.
he: do you plan to go there?
me: maybe after earning money then go for holiday ba.
he: okay if you plan to go there, you can email me. dont worry about not enough money and lodging and stuff. i can help you plan.
me: haha okay. so you wanna buy a bottle of baileys?
he: okay its very delicious and i'll walk around and take that into consideration and if i want it then i will come back and buy from you okay? (take his namecard and pass to me) today you end work to can email me and we can make friends and anytime you want to come vietnam just email me okay?
me: (???) eh okay. hahaha.

but in the end he didnt buy any. but it was so .. and the namecard is more like namepaper. hahaha. the card is soft. tsk. if he was a young cute angmo, then the conversation will be different. hahaha! but too bad too bad.

today i worked for only 3 and 1/2 hours and i can leave cause there's training at diageo office. but i was late cause danielle let me off late. so i missed abit of the training and the food. i thought we will be getting our uniform and schedule today but in the end nope. so excited for nothing. wanted to see how's the uniform like. it better be good. hahaha.

i'm so tired!! and they better let me claim back my 4hours this wednesday!

2007-03-22T02:12:00.000+08:00

on top of updating my blog, i changed its skin too! haha, its two blue moons in a week. i'm so tired now but i slept awhile after work today. and my eyes feel so itchy and irritated too. shrugs, i think i will not sleep until i finish watching an episode of show.

2007-03-21T01:12:00.000+08:00

my feet hurt like mad! well, there's always a price to pay to get your pay. hahaha, this is like my first post of year 2007 and its already march. so far, i did 5 jobs and now this is my 6th. and i cant wait to take a break from being no life. seeing people departing from spore everyday makes me wanna drop my tray and follow them up their flights. oh yah, the sequence should be drop my tray, take off my boots, air my toes for awhile then follow them up their flight. my poor toes are squashed everyday, bad for blood circulation. lol.

now everyday is wakeup, work, sleep. totally no life; dont even have time to stay home to rot and rest not to mention about having time to go out! but for now, i actually rather stay home on my off days to replenish my lack of sleep and also to give my legs a break instead of going out shopping or whatsoever. haha, recently i can fall asleep like almost anywhere. as long as i am able to find somewhere to sit down during break, i will be able to fall asleep and had overslept for a couple of times already. bright sunlight, many people walking around wont bother my sleeping break at all. hahaha. all thanks to watching shows until like 1 or 2 am when i have to wake up at 4.45am to get there in time for my morning shift which is at 7am. just completed zhong ji yi ban, damn crap damn funny! but ending abit spoiler. but overall good for destressing.

just went to mok's house after work today with cindy. finally got a direct bus connecting her house and my house! hooray! (: and i eh, nodded off at the bus stop while waiting. hahaha, and i saw little duck at the bus stop too. too bad, mok got to leave for work at 6 but nevermind, we shall meet up on thursday yeah? and will meet up with cheryl after her trip too!

gosh, i just need abit more life! working tml morning again. the second last morning shift for this month. almost forgot i got 4 hours to claim back from them! must remember to claim back if not wasted. i'm feeling tired tired and tired. sleeping time! and i will try not to neglect this blog again. hahaha, provided i have time and energy to on and use the com. seeyou!

2006-12-03T00:27:00.000+08:00

heh, oldies rock kbox sofa! but i think kbox turned scheming too and thats a bad thing. nmind, we prolly dirtied their sofa with our feet anyway. haha but it was nice anyway to be mad.

xmas is coming! its time for xmas shopping soon! and i need to get alot of other things too. haha, i keep having that feeling that the holiday will end very soon. weird, but i sleep even lesser now than before exams. lol, and i seriously dont always fall asleep within seconds after saying i am still very awake. hahaha, it just happens sometimes. okay okay okay maybe not. but i feel damn shuang, i finally woke up after 12pm! it has been a long time since that happened.

odac farewell night is next friday and the theme is bling bling. hahaha, what a theme. i should consult samuel seah about bling bling and maybe sneak his THAT bling bling we always see in him wearing from him. hahaha, seriously think that looks like the total defence logo. oh i miss 4/5. i think next friday is gonna be quite boring and budget. but its okay :) it was on my birthday last year. hmmm, reminds me of something suddenly. yeah.

santa ought to be nice to me this year :)

2006-11-24T03:35:00.000+08:00

went to SAM today for learning journey, or make it i having been going to SAM like everday ever since March 08 until today. hahaha, i realised it kinda boring there so i decided to go to DEE VANITY CLOSET tomorrow. do support! http://deevanitycloset.blogspot.com handmade necklaces and earrings, value for money! =D

gosh, it's been really a very long time since i last blogged, guess noone check this blog anymore. hahah, so i will see who tag me first. alright, this sounds pathetic. hahaha, heck. coming wed is prom, and i am very sick of it. hell to nice dresses, i dont quite bother as long as i have something to wear. fine, enough of prom crap.

now that exams are finally over, instead of the freedom i had craved for when i was mugging like a very muggy mugger, i feel even more lifeless. haha, this dont make sense. but you see, before alevels are really over, i can still be mugger lee but now that alevels are over, i have so much free time until i dont know what to do really. haha, thats why i go SAM everyday! nonsense yeah.

oh great, the stray dogs are barking like mad again and it sounds rather freaky at this hour. so i better go to sleep. at least i update my blog today so :)

2006-03-08T20:24:00.000+08:00

went to SAM today for learning journey, and the girls were trying so hard to tune down. we were super noisy at the back of the bus, playing childhood games, singing songs and laughing. and this reminds me of saving-the-kitten incident last saturday, but i dont see the mother cat and her kittens around anymore. i almost have the urge to bring the kitten home that day but i am glad her mother come for her in the end. okay, learning journey and cats dont seem to have a link, but hahaa.

sudden crave to bake. i guess its due to the tv show, it must be. they show baking cakes to be so fun, and it make me feel so much like baking cake, muffins and cookies too but i think it will either end up a failure or i wont even have time to bake things. nevertheless, i will try to try out something new and if its a success, i will let you guys try and who knows, it might be so delicious that you will crave for more! okay, just let me dream alittle first. (:

i am still coughing and thats irritating. i remember coughing the whole night yesterday, if that wasnt a dream. oh gosh, i cant wait till saturday. thats still tomorrow and friday before its finally saturday. i feel so whiny but i want saturday, i want holiday. will be able to see fourfive soon? i miss them so much! plus, shopping too. and i miss everything too. this this and that that. and a wishlist received! =D

2006-02-28T21:16:00.000+08:00

watched final destination 3 yesterday, its rather gross and it depicts life to be so bloody vulnerable; those small little things that one overlooks could very well be the cause of your death. everybody should treasure and be glad we dont end up smashed up like how everyone who died in the show did. gross.

wasnt feeling well today, came home took panadol and went to rest. after 5hours of sleep, fever was gone and head didnt felt as heavy as it was in school. NM test is tomorrow and physics test is on thursday. getting back of results tomorrow and finally, no more 5periods of chinese lessons a week. thinking of school school school school school.

alright, i will end off with praises from within:
to dee: you are someone whom everyone will feel comfortable with and seldom will you flare up and that is definitely a virtue. its not easy to do so though sometimes there are instants where unhappiness are inevitable, but you managed to remain cheerful and bubbly most of the time. and thats what makes one attractive! you are full of funny thoughts and have a different way of seeing things. you are always there to listen and give comments and opinions to problems and i think you are special. seriously, colour doesnt affect you being bee-u-ti-full! (:

to guirong: the very first thing that comes to my mind is your warm smile; seriously, i think that shows alot about you. it makes it easy for us to strike a conversation and to confide in you. there's always something to talk about with you, may it be serious matters or those simple nonsensical imitations or even just humming of songs you have just heard over the radio. its true that despite all that you complain about, you are still beautiful and cute! actually i think you can be very motivated as long as you set on mind on it. though you often wonder if we dont have a chance to say their stuffs, but just to let you know, it has been a pleasure all along to listen to your stories! (:

to cheryl: you have the most unique character among all i have met, and confidence is something that we have learnt from you. you show us how confidence can make one feel good and that makes you stand out from the rest. you learn fast, especially things that interest you. and you know what, its difficult to be mad at you! its good to have you in class; though i often irritate you with weird sounds, but you never did shut me off(maybe except for the time you tried to stuff my head into the bag too). and you are pretty as much as rain is cute! (:

just want to say how very much i miss you girls (:

2006-02-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

its been >1month since the last entry. lets see, school has been a bore, tutorials after tutorials. i have yet to do my gp essay and the essay questions are so uninteresting, maybe i will do it over the weekend and also study for the upcoming physics and maths test too. continued watching gua sha today during chinese and it was a good ending. postponed the cup noodle thursday to next week instead and tomorrow will be the very first packed bread break. and i feel so sad for the chinese wok stall whenever i still see so much food left during lunch time(but i probably will continue not eating from that stall yet). tomorrow we will be back at the first wall for spe. good good.

i cant wait for the march holidays to come, a break off school and everything. two-star should be fun and it will be three days this time. hmmm, will probably also go sentosa one day in the march hols? and i want to go the merlion again, stand there, feel the breeze, talk, sing, do nothing and time just flies like that. parkway starbucks too, sit there, talk, crap and see time flies and slowly night falls. thinking of all these just make me want a really long holiday. my, i am turning eighteen this year. i will be graduating from jc this year and speaking of which, prom. unlike in secondary school where almost everybody goes for it, this time is different but i hope it will still be nice.

digress abit; almost a week. so weird but it will be okay after awhile i guess. occasionally will be fine too. well, its not easy to tell. also, it may not be what it seems like it should be. this sounds so random.

oh yah, hooray! tomorrow will be going to ice skate. the last time was like 3years ago? something nice to look follow to to end this week happy. i think i wont be able to fall asleep tonight. haha, i was just kidding. this reminds me so much of primary school; whenever there are excursions, i will get so excited and have a super hard time going to sleep the night before. being a kid is so nice, you will get so happy and excited over something so trivial or maybe everything in the past are of great significance that will make my day. hahaa so maybe i will try to revive my childhood time by trying hard not to sleep tonight, but it will probably be rather unwise to do so since i will feel tired tomorrow and feeling tired is going to make me easily irritated. this sounds so nonsense! but shrugs. hahaha.

2006-01-07T21:56:00.000+08:00

a week of school has passed. tutorials will start next week and the canteen food has been changed. and for the cca orientation day, we built structures and stuffs and managed to get >100 jc1s to sign up for odac. as for the O night, we set up the campfire and sr was a bitch. it lit up but sr insisted he didnt see it burning. ha, never mind. we shout, we scream, we cheer, we took pictures and we climbed around like monkeys while promoting our cca to the jc1s. but we had fun!! (:

after clearing the wood and ashes, we went into the hall to see the performances but we left after awhile cause it was rather boring. so we went to the amphi then moved the stadium to chit chat and air our feet. after which, we went to get some food before going home. i was super tired by the time i reached my house and i almost missed my stop. and i found out that my legs are full of bruises.

gosh, there will be chemistry test on thursday and physics on friday. but i totally forgot everything i studied last year. hahaa, maybe its time to start hitting the books. i tried to do so today but i ended up packing my table and sorting my notes from last year. now, it is so neat and tidy! (:

2006-01-02T17:01:00.000+08:00

heh, its been a really long time since my last entry.

let me recall those events that happened during the last two weeks of december:
1> celebrate andrew's birthday
2> had bbq at jinhui's house to celebrate an early birthday for him
3> cut my hair (goodness, fringe will grow! right?)
4> spend xmas eve at jinhui's friend(jacob)
5> spend xmas at dage's house
6> 1star kayaking course (which includes that never-ending 50m swimming test)
7> new year countdown
8> the many many shopping trips
9> and also spent time with my family too.

seems like there wasnt any time spent on homework but this holiday was rather fruitful. made a few new friends, bought stuffs, spent time with my favourite girls, friends and family. (:

so many things happened throughout the whole year; good and bad, happy and sad. new friends come, old ones stay. even though some may not meet up often or anymore but i treasure you guys just as much. *especially my 3girls: 5years and still counting; ups and downs; happy and lame times; angry and childish times; busy and stressed times. i will probably never gonna get used to not have you girls around, and who else will know when i needed support? who will advise me what to choose when i couldnt decide? you girls are truly dear to me!! <3 plenty!

i'm officially in jc2 already!! goodness! and its a new year so lets all think back what happened in the year 2005, smile and then look forward for what's gonna happened in year 2006!! :) and bury those deep down within.

2005-12-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

hi

bye

2005-12-16T17:57:00.000+08:00

i think too much?
maybe not.

feel like a childish fuck
but why i dont see such tags?

2005-12-14T15:45:00.000+08:00

stage puppets ; s h i r_n ni e says:
give me a 'L'
L!
give me a 'O'
O!
give me a 'U'
U!
give me a 'S'
S!
give me a 'Y'
Y!
what do you get?
LOUSY!
so what is paul?
LOUSY!!!!

he thought i wont dare to post such crap. =D

2005-12-14T12:52:00.000+08:00

i cant remember what i have been doing for the past few days. okay i remember watching saw2, looking for job, maria-ing, going out, going out, homework, going out and going out! this is bad, i should be studying right?? eh, or at least trying to study. what crap am i blogging? heh, i dont know too. christmas is coming, and i will get to see santa's ass with his big bag of presents going "hohoho, merry christmas" soon too.

if you are feeling bored, go see this> http://artpad.art.com/?irh1gou9qpk

2005-12-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

i feel so lazy to blog again; my previous entry got deleted by accident.

nov26>

went for early dinner with mok and her family before proceeding to school. boarded bus, cleared the checkpoint and took the train at around 10pm to jerantut. reached there at 4am, bus brought us to tekam plantation resort, the place where we will be staying for 2nights.

nov27>

got settled in, had breakfast at 7am and made our way to gua kota gelanggi which was only 15mins away. waited for the cave abseiling; we were divided into 2groups and mine did the higher one which was 10m and it was much more interesting than the ones done back in school. had lunch after that activity and the whole odac group walked to the nearby caves for our next activity. we visited 3caves; it was a whole new experience, the caves were very windy and there are many small holes that you gotta squeeze through and alot of teamwork and help from each other is needed in this whole activity. we saw a few bats and a few structures formed in the caves.

nov28>

breakfast at 7 and after which we travel to teman negara by bus. trekked up bukit teresek, saw a few interesting plants on the way up and of course bugs too. rested and took group pictures before trekking down to the canopy walkway. we were lucky to have all the bridges open as it wasnt raining that day. enjoyed the nice view there without any leeches on anyone of us. had lunch on a floating restaurant and then continued with rapid shooting after that. it was actually just sitting on the boat and get splashed by the other boat, and the rapids are not strong too. slept the way back and after dinner the girls had girl talk through the night in our room since it was already the last night together but i slept for awhile towards the ending.

nov29>

gathered at 5.30am and drank a cup of milo before proceeding for the 6hours long journey to the whitewater rafting place. stopped at somewhere near genting for breakfast in the middle of the bus journey and ate again when we reached the place but this time is for lunch. after lunch, we started our last activity for this trip. got regrouped; cindy, zhe wei, stanley, benedict and myself together with a local guide on the raft. got stuck plenty of times but the guide super power, always manage to get us out of the rocks. it was really a thrilling experience especially when we all gotta get down from the raft and hold on to each other's lifevest to flow down the rapids for some confidence booster drills. initially it was 5people together, then the second time was just left with 2people together. those 2plus plus hours seemed so fast when we were having fun, and soon we were on our way back to clean up and then proceed to ipoh for dinner. shopped around until 10.15pm before going back to the bus which will then bring us back to singapore.

nov30>

arrived back in school early in the morning at around 6plus and had prata before going home. reached home around 9am, watched tv and slept on the sofa all the way till late evening. super tired you see.

dec01>

met up with cheryl who also just came back the day before from chiang mai. had coffee at siglap coffee club, and when we were about to leave, we saw mr oh and mr mark chan there too. chatted and crapped with them for awhile and went to meet clarence for dinner at the recently renovated bedok food centre which was near temasek. it reminded alot about those temasek days that very day.

dec02>

went to hand in the 1star form in the afternoon and then went for family outing for the rest of the day.

dec03>

slacked the whole afternoon before going for my soka meeting and came back for dinner and here i am blogging. =)

2005-12-01T01:35:00.000+08:00

oh my god, there goes my long entry about the overseas trip. argh, i think i will blog another day then. crap!

2005-11-23T18:53:00.000+08:00

rain rain go away, come again another day.
weather has been super terrible these days, it is always raining causing everywhere to be so cold. hopefully weather will be good at taman negara and it will be fun. speaking of the trip, we have been undergoing activities for the past two days to get ourselves physically and mental prepared for the trip. we went to the MOE dairy farm adventure centre on monday for some high elements. yesterday we went for trekking at bukit timah, though it was drizzling but it was still fun being monkeys for the morning. as we will be catching the 3.30 show for harry potter, so have to rush home to get changed. and the show wasnt too bad. went off to stay with my sister, and i will probably stay until thursday evening or something since i gotta go home to pack my stuffs. have been in her room watching heaven's robe most of the time ever since i reached here. received calls from favouritecaller for the past two days, i suspect it all about that if not i wont be hearing from him that much. although i know you will never be reading this, but for goodness sake, dont listen to his bullshit cause it aint fair. you haven listen to my side of the story young darling, so no need to get all so worried and you can just stop asking me. as a matter of fact, the answer to the question you have been freaking pestering me with is no, i dont but can and must i say it out so bluntly? madness, i just gotta snap out of this crap thats causing me a headache sucker. it isnt like before, and it wont be. sorry but i am not scared of you old shithead.

all those sad goodbyes; this is the tragedy that is stuck with her.
if you cant change anything, just learn to live with it then.
tell me its a nightmare all along will just spoil the beautiful image of everything nice she knew of.
tried so hard to answer to every question of why, but shrugs, not everything has a reason.
because this is the face that has been lied to.
but now i have nothing else to say, all i want to do now is to turn and run away.
and dont blame hate.
i dont like to hide the way you do. i just do whats deemed best for now.
now i will smile at what has passed and enjoy whats left.

cause i know you are missing out alot.

(coward, you really should see this and then continue hiding your face with shame.)

2005-11-16T22:59:00.000+08:00

d-e-t-a-c-h-e-d
so freaking detached. and no, i dont like it this way. what can i say besides this feeling sucks.

hate.
and there is so much hate, i can hate much more than you can imagine.

it must be the song, it must be the song.
if not, tears can be forced back freaking easily.
now its the time to walk the other way freaking coward.

when everyone is masked up,
that will be the most beautiful sunrise.

oh just look how beautiful life is,
in an empty room, listen to the red blood dripping.
but just ignore the person who whispers painfully, "dear someone, please rescue me."

and it prolly doesnt matter if i am dead.

2005-11-13T00:53:00.000+08:00

i cant wait to catch the exorcism of emily rose, it looks so freaking interesting and horrifying! it better not be a disappointment and so far have yet to get any negative comments on that show.

i love my life so much that i feel like leaping out of the window.and yes, thats how much i love my life. (:

2005-11-11T00:43:00.000+08:00

Full House OST l Byul l I Think I Love You [English Version]

I refused to believe that it could be so,
there's no way that I'm in love with you,
I lied to myself that it's just a petty jealousy,
that I must be feeling lonely,
but I cannot hide it anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, Cause I miss you
without you,
I cannot do anything,
and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
but now I can see that
your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other,
and being friends is the best thing for us,
there isn't a single thing we have in common,
so I claimed there's no way we can be lovers,
but I don't want to make excuses anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, Cause I miss you
without you,
I cannot do anything,
and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
but now I can see that
your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

why didn't I know that it was you,
why couldn't I see it when it was right in front of me,
it was beside me all along,
but only now can I see love.

I think I love you
But it must be so, Cause I miss you
without you,
I cannot do anything,
and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
but now I can see that
your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

2005-11-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

handing in the GPF tomorrow will mark the end of projectwork for this year. too bad, our project was deemed rubbish by the OP examiners. how wonderful to end pw like this.

completed book VI last night. it took me around 2days to complete it. wasnt able to hold back the tears when dumbledore died, it was super sad and my sister thought i was possessed or i had gone mad. and i want to reread book V again as i had already forgotten alot about it.

did indoors abseiling today as weather wasnt exactly fantastic. it was raining and there was alot of lightnings so instead of the rockwall, it was moved into second level of j block. though it was not as high as compared to outside and the feeling seems different but it is still rather scary especially when you know you have to let go the only hand left on the railings. didnt land on my ass this time (:

sets me thinking alot these days. nothing much in particular but about everything possible. i shall write one day in the hols. and of course, do my holiday homework too. preparing for alevels you see. my ass (: i want to repay all my sleeping debts this holiday if its ever possible. hahaa, i cant stand being tired the whole year round again. cant sleep, can you?

a-your-replica. <3